Exam lu~~~ But i still dreaming... >.<

Exam start from 2 nov... exam days are not more than 1 week...

but 1 exam several hours...

dunno how to sit inside and write for 3 to 4 hours...

scare scare... scare result will be bad...

the 1st exam at college...

feel nervous about it...

feel scared about it....

feel bored about it...

feel curious about it...

feel stupid about me...

one FINAL word can say all about dat...

"SCARE"~~!!!!!!

These days, join a forum...

and it is all about my dream car... "Subaru"

"Malaysia Subaru Club"

looking in all the threats and post inside of it...

but not looking all threats inside my exam books...

wat the hack im doing... exam coming within 2 weeks...

nowadays, starting planning on buying a dream car...

defenately, i have problem with my brain...

(write for myself to see)

after exam only think about it la... pls....

i noe u like about ur cars and u cant wait to check on all the post...

and planning to buy a car...

but now too early.. dun dream 1st...

PLS~~!!!

Feeling wat??? Damn Stupid...

These few days... feel like no energy to go for sch...

No mood~ No aim~ No reason for sch~

Feel dat schs are boring for me...

hatred about the exams... the maths... the p.as...

Feel like there are meaningless by going sch..

go sch listen wat teacher say... then next class... then finish sch...

Feel stupid... y cant i learn anything dat teacher teach???

Today, heard PA teacher said:"The Stupidity of XXX..."

i'm feeling very down.... it's just like wat i am for the sentences...

teacher not saying me la of course....

PA,Maths,MUET,Computing,Economy

All of thier exams... Getting the result of pass(except for Maths)

it's happy to listen when ur exam get pass...

BUT the marks are nearly close to fail...

y~Y~!!! how come? i've study for it... 

izit not enuff study for it? or i'm so weak?

i dun hope to get A's or full marks... just hope to get atleast B or B+

hope can teach class mates the ques they dunno... just wanna somebody...

i din mean it to be like the 5A's STPM student at TARC...

all i wan is just to have atleast grade B for my results...

Damn it... do i have to go study 24 hours to get it?

HELL~ NO!!!... i wont do such thing....

it is lifeless if i do such a thing like dat....

in dat time u can refer me as "The STUPIDITY of Ong Kok Wei"