感情~行为~ 思想~成绩~

最近，思考了很多东西...

感情，行为，思想，成绩，一堆的东西...

感情，

目前拥有一段恋情，

对我而言，这段恋情不错...

但是，自从中华的Prom之后，

就犹如之前的感想那儿所说的...

不知她有没有看我的Blog，没看最好...

除此之外，也想了单身和恋爱的关系...

单身，很自由，但会羡慕别人一对一对...

有时候也很希望有人陪伴...

恋爱，会失去一部分的自由...

但是，得到了单身所希望的“陪伴”

虽然如此，目前的我却觉得单身，是很好的一件事...

如果时光会到流，我会选着单身...

行为，

我的行为，也许有人会喜欢...

有人会不喜欢...

很希望我的行为，不会惹人讨厌...

思想，

我承认，我的思想不是很成熟，

还是一个大小孩。整天玩耍，其他随随便便...

思想成熟的人... 希望我没得罪你们...

也不希望你们用你们那成熟的思想批评我的思想...

成绩，

如今，成绩还不会很烂...

唯一的是数学...希望我自己放多多的时间下去...

补救补救...能补多少就多少...

再过一星期，就要开课了...

下个星期开始，我要复习我的课业...少些玩耍...

我要相信我自己...一定做得到...

外出~~

今天， 今天，

约了朋友出街... 自己的心情很复杂，

此行我也将勇辉带上... 紧张，兴奋，开心

在中午时段出门，

下午1点到达... 什么样的心情都很不自

看戏，游戏， 觉地涌了出来...

游街，聊天， 感觉上以前的画面都出

是今天外出的活动... 现在脑海里...

看戏: Twilight 2 不敢想太多，

游戏: 投篮机？ 免得闯出祸来...

游街: Times Square 自己把感觉尽可能

聊天: 什么都聊 的收藏起来...

我都玩得蛮开心， 但是，今天我所做的

不知道朋友开心不... 一切因该都很明显...

这种消失有一段时间 虽然说要默默照顾，

的感觉都回过来了...

希望还会有机会去和 但是还是做不到...

朋友们感受这个感觉... 我还是做到很明显，

一直都很喜欢 就希望她只把我当作，

一大班朋友出街... 朋友看待，对待...

很多东西聊，

很多计划， 不需要什么身分，

很多东西做... 只要知道你一切安好...

现在能这样出街 也许有人会觉得我傻，

的朋友不多， 但这是我唯一能做的...

很珍惜每一次的外出... 什么时候需要倾诉都

随时为你准备...

若我做了什么让你觉得困扰，

对你说声对不起

以后我默默照顾你，

希望我不会做到很明显...

希望你不会知道我还爱你...

不管你又看没看，

最后的一次，向你说 “我爱你”

09年中华独中晚会，很值得纪念的一个晚会...

拜四，11月19日2009年

在这个日子还没到时，决定了去参加中华的毕业晚会...

很高兴，非常高兴，原来还是有人会记得我的存在...

晚会在Crystal Hotel举办，Brem Mall 隔壁那个Hotel...

到了之后，很紧张，不知道会有人会记得我没有...

很开心的，有人记得我... 那天因该会占据了我一点的记忆...

那天的节目还不赖，很好看，很欢喜...

这个晚会也让我拍下了不少美好的回忆...

人与人之间有了很久的联系因该都会记得对方的一点...

很感谢所有有份筹备和参与的同学们...

我，都很希望能够继续与你们联系...

我，都很希望你们不会忘记我...

我，要告诉你们永远都是我的同学...

虽然，我认识的同学不多，毕竟我没高3毕业...

最后，很谢谢那些很久没见的朋友...

很感谢你们都没有忘记我...

虽然和你分开已有年半了...

那天，我还是那么的在意你...

还是希望的照顾你...

谢谢你的理睬...

谢谢你的出席...

谢谢你的舞蹈...

也许，我对你的感觉还没完全消失...

但是，我不会告诉你...

我只会暗地里照顾你，支持你...

愿你每天都那么开心，那么活泼...

要看照片的朋友，请到我的Facebook看...

Email: kwmango_jeff@hotmail.com

以上都是真心话...谢谢...

Exam finish liao...

Finally, exam finish... Finish at Friday...

hope my result will be average or good...

but i noe not for my maths...

On da same day, i feel happy...

When i back to my teacher's studio...

either my frens or my teacher still da same... still same as old times...

just thier breaking skills are more better than old times...

Besides, i have my haircut at there...

My teacher's GF help me cuts it...

ngam ngam my fren making thier hair...

TWIST PERM...

they look so funny after they make it...

but after teacher's GF "repair" thier hair...

they look nice...

hmm... finish exam...

journey of upper six gonna start... look forward to it...

Chong Hwa High School Prom Night

attending for Chong Hwa High Sch de prom night...

looking forward for it oso....

hope my frens still not yet forgot me la... T.T

Exam lu~~~ But i still dreaming... >.<

Exam start from 2 nov... exam days are not more than 1 week...

but 1 exam several hours...

dunno how to sit inside and write for 3 to 4 hours...

scare scare... scare result will be bad...

the 1st exam at college...

feel nervous about it...

feel scared about it....

feel bored about it...

feel curious about it...

feel stupid about me...

one FINAL word can say all about dat...

"SCARE"~~!!!!!!

These days, join a forum...

and it is all about my dream car... "Subaru"

"Malaysia Subaru Club"

looking in all the threats and post inside of it...

but not looking all threats inside my exam books...

wat the hack im doing... exam coming within 2 weeks...

nowadays, starting planning on buying a dream car...

defenately, i have problem with my brain...

(write for myself to see)

after exam only think about it la... pls....

i noe u like about ur cars and u cant wait to check on all the post...

and planning to buy a car...

but now too early.. dun dream 1st...

PLS~~!!!

Feeling wat??? Damn Stupid...

These few days... feel like no energy to go for sch...

No mood~ No aim~ No reason for sch~

Feel dat schs are boring for me...

hatred about the exams... the maths... the p.as...

Feel like there are meaningless by going sch..

go sch listen wat teacher say... then next class... then finish sch...

Feel stupid... y cant i learn anything dat teacher teach???

Today, heard PA teacher said:"The Stupidity of XXX..."

i'm feeling very down.... it's just like wat i am for the sentences...

teacher not saying me la of course....

PA,Maths,MUET,Computing,Economy

All of thier exams... Getting the result of pass(except for Maths)

it's happy to listen when ur exam get pass...

BUT the marks are nearly close to fail...

y~Y~!!! how come? i've study for it... 

izit not enuff study for it? or i'm so weak?

i dun hope to get A's or full marks... just hope to get atleast B or B+

hope can teach class mates the ques they dunno... just wanna somebody...

i din mean it to be like the 5A's STPM student at TARC...

all i wan is just to have atleast grade B for my results...

Damn it... do i have to go study 24 hours to get it?

HELL~ NO!!!... i wont do such thing....

it is lifeless if i do such a thing like dat....

in dat time u can refer me as "The STUPIDITY of Ong Kok Wei"

T.T xD >.<

very kelian...

but very happy...

finally go to take my new "bro"...

my 1st motor...

"Suzuki Shogun RR"

wat means "shogun" in jap?

it means 将军, GENERAL...

nice name dat it have...

after i getting it... it's midnight ady...

raining... ++ motor no petrol...

have to "push" motor...

wat a motor,just like it have "tamashi" inside
giving his master a train b4 riding it...

hehe... i looks like a BAKA...

think like this...

but nvm... let u guys laugh it doesn't matter...

most important, my thinkning is good for me and dat's enuff...

mayb u ppl will think dat i watch too many animation...

but... mayb this is wat i need... thinking dat

anything have thier "tamashi" include non-living things...

TAMASHI... all i need is TAMASHI...

TAMASHI in myself... in everything...

Happy happy~~!!!!

Competition lose liao lu...
but nvm lor...
just play... din mind to win or lose...
hehe...
Next day, Saturday~!!!!
finally...
finally i got a motor...
finally parent buy me a motor...
yeah~!!!
no nit to wake up damn early lur...
but have to worry if the weather is not nice...
>.< xD
i can stay at sch as late as i wan ady lor... wakakaka
nonit to see other ppl's mood lor...
YEAH YEAH~~!!!

Eh~~~~!!!!!

Competition at tomolo ler...
very excited...
dunno i can concentrate anot....
hopefully can win ler...
hehe...

Wah~!!! Gathering neh...

So long din see de senior and frens...

all of them are scout...

all of them are very nice ppl...

happy to have them as frens...

Seniors~!!!

left to right:

san chuan, jie qi, jia jun, Forgot >.<, jiang yi,

"傻" feng, zhe yang, I dunno, shan he

from left to right:

Yuan Li, Han Li, Jie Yi, Shi Ying, Pei Ni, Hui Min

Left 1 is Xi Lian... Many many thing cakap de...

he's talking craps now... haha...

dat day very happy can have dinner with them...

so many memories with them...

happy memories, unhappy memories...

having hard hours, happy hours...

haiz.....

i'll attend these kind of gathering as much as i can de...

if there have as many as they can...

无言

y would i say speechless...
today i get a news dat my class going to change timetable...
i tot dat my timetable will change to average time...
but... when i get the news i going siao...
wednesday just go for sch for 2 hours...
2 HOURS~!!! not much...
OMG...who willing to go for sch only 2 hours...
but no idea got attendence de... T.T
hope dat monday de class can change ...
starting from 9 am to 5 pm...
it's really tired...
everytime reach 4 pm class...
feeling sleepy de... at class "fishing" de
haiz.... PLS AH...
Pls change the timetable to a nice time...
>.<

Half Year Din Met de Fren...

Last Sunday,i having a breakfast with a fren dat din met for half year...
The left side LENG ZAI is the fren i said...Lee Wei Cheng
And the right side is a "stupid" fren name Lee Yong Fai..
He's not stupid at all... just a bit ridiculars...
Wei cheng studying foundation at UTAR, Kampar branch...
And Ah Fai still in secondary sch... haha...
but cant joke about it... Coz he's studying form 6 at Chong Hwa Independent High Sch...
He's da 1 left to be study in Secondary Sch... HAHA...XD
Back to the title...
In da early morning at 9am, i prepared myself for the breakfast...
The time for da breakfast we made is 10am...
and i go to Ah Fai's house at 9.30am...
it's around 10... both of us, me and fai go to cheng's house...
but none of him show up...
so we called him... and he said dat he's at jln ipoh...=.=
so, me and fai decide to head back...
when cheng reach fai's house...
the time ady 11 am... kns de...
we dun care about the time and continue with our plan...
when we ask about y he's at jln ipoh, he answered dat he go there to buy his watch...
OMG =.= go jln ipoh just to buy a watch....*speechless*
after da breakfast... wei cheng go for the payment...
he said dat he he'll pay the bils...
me and fai felt 不好意思... XD
haiz... not more but once ah fai is here, sure go cc de...
we go cc for an hour... playing till half cheng's mom call up and ask him back home
coz cheng have to reach bus station b4 1pm for the bus back to kampar...
cheng told us and just go back home...
most important point's here
Fai thought dat cheng will off the pc but he din...
coz fai say ok when cheng ask him to off the pc for him...
haha... so fai have to pay for cheng lo...
after dat... we back to our own house...
At home, i started to do my assignment for the last check up...
Lucky i having the check up...
I made some mistake and i correct it...
and im done sitting in front of da laptop..
Watching movie whole day...
And I got SICK~!!!!!
till today still haven't recover...
T.T Hope Im gonna recover in these few days....

Today...Freaking Day...

Reach sch in the early morning...
Fren going to class,and i going to be crazy with it...
Todays class start at 12pm... but i reach there at 9am...
9am~!!! too early for me...
but no idea ler... no ppl take me to sch later...
Reaching sch in the early morning...
do wat? i'm bored till go around sch and draw the map of sch...
sounds stupid and idoit...
haha,but still ok with a person dat wanna noe clear about sch...
have to realise which blog and which place im going to have my next lesson
Today me at starting of class very diam...
dun dare to noise many, teachers are still new to me...
till now the teachers are still fine for me...
coz today only see 3 teachers... hehe...
tomolo have a new adventure again ler...
new teachers have to meet... >.<
tomolo's class im coming ler...~!!!
>.< =.=" XD

Yeah~!!!

Open sch ler... T.T
Cant play ler...but very happy,finally can start sch...
although today de senior got a bit (s2),
when they have some briefing at the hall....
Reach college have to speak english lur...
T.T sure it will be a tough journey...
sch area is damn freaking large...
i almost lost inside... T.T
have to learn to memorise the map ler...
if not late to reach classes have to giv teacher scold,
mayb will mark as absent...>.<
speaking english....looks cool
but a bit uncomfortable with it...
haha... this time "9 lak" ady...
My class only 11 person... scare leh...
time table oso very "K water"...
early morning no class then till 10am only got class...
have to study till 5 pm ler...very late ler...
after reach home straight have to do homework...
looks like have to make time table ler... T.T
if not kena rush like siao ppl... wakakaka...
have to be more hardworking ler...
dream to be a high achievers...
HIGH ACHIEVERS~!!!
Taking steps to reach IT...
Reaching HIGH ACHIEVERS~!!!!!
Gambateh~!!!!

很无聊吗？蛮无聊的。。。

漫长的假期差不多到尾声了。。。
假期过得好无聊，做工也只是做一阵而已，
T.T 和外劳一起做工。。。但是，他们的人还不错，
很热情地，所以不是全部的外劳都是坏人。。。
哈哈，可能我还没遇到坏的外劳>.<
在4月尾，叔叔到我家附近做工，也问我要不要跟。。。
反正在家无所事事，不如跟着去学习学习。。。
虽然工钱不是很高，那也就算了。。。
我什么都不会，跟着去学习学习都有钱收，就算很好了。。。
说真的，假期没有计划要到哪里玩，最好找份工填补空余的时间。。。
像我这种不是时常出去玩或旅行的人，就应该找份工，赚些零用钱。。
整天在家，吃饱就没事情做得。。。
也没出去，肚子饿了就找东西吃。。。
家里的即食面都给我吃完了 =.=
肚子应该会有很多虫了 >.<
又要开学了，好开心啊。。。
可以认识新朋友了。。。很害怕那边的人很酷。。。
哈哈。。。无聊的日子，就要过完了。。。
好也~~~~~！！！！！！！
又要开始发奋了~不能玩玩下了。。。
收拾好心情，我等着“你”的到来。。。

白痴的我~~

看到我的朋友发觉，自己整天打机是个错误，我也很开心。。。
就陪他白痴。。。
我，
本是一个和我朋友没两样的人，整天也只会打机。。。
都不知道在网卡浪费了多少钱。。。
在1年半前，我与一名女生交往，
我发觉这样继续打机不是一个养家庭的男生应该做的事，
应该努力读书，将来有个好学院可以上课，
有个好工作，赚钱养家庭，日子多莫的快乐，
当时我的成绩，可说是一生以来很好的成绩，
我很感谢（她) ，是她让我拥有这一切。。。
但是，在年尾，我给个朋友影响，也是自己一时错念
犯下了大错，让自己须离开一间好学校。。。
我那时非常得恨自己，为什么~~~
但是，一切已经太迟了，不能回头了。。。
去到新学校，就好象个烂学生，什么都不管。。。
也和那女生分开了。。。
但是，3个月后。。。
我认识一个新的女友。。。
她教导了我，不能放弃自己。。。
我觉悟后，赶紧追上，还好我的成绩不会很烂。。。
现在的我，正在（帮政府打工），等开学。。。
有时间觉悟的打机，嘻嘻~
开学后，就很少会打机了，要冲刺了
冲人生之必经之路。。。
就到此吧~我想都不会有很多人看的啦，
就当是写来提醒自己吧~